I'm very sad that noone showed up this time around=
. For a group that
was so dynamic and energenic, it=
seems we've completely lost any
initiative, nor can we s=
eem to get together. This is very hard for me.
used to having a large number of people within my inner circle, but
r=3D"none">at this point, I'm very lonely. The kids are all gone.&nbs=
p; My career in
Pharmacy is crushing me and leaving me al=
one and underfunded. The
computing people seem to h=
ave pushed themselves into hibernation. I
truth, I =
had hoped to be out of the country by now and living in Israel.
I'm stuck here much longer than I anticipated, and with the
ne">robbery in my house, my assets are shrinking down to zero.
When I first moved to this apartment, I made sure =
that the place could
handle NYLXS engagements. NYL=
XS tech meetings had provided a great
background for joy =
and intellectual expansion, and we had a wonderful
ion. But nothing I do seems to work out right at this point, and
lear=3D"none">I'm spinning into depression. Nobody even picks up the =
I wish I knew what to do.